“Meditating the Life of Jesus”

Luke 4:14-21

First Presbyterian Church of Jamestown , New York

The Reverend Thomas A. Sweet

January 21, 2007

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There are a few members of the clergy whose lives and careers I find so compelling that I have followed them with great interest across the years.  Those who elicit my devotion either are superb writers or have extraordinary ministries, or both.  Heidi Neumark, now the pastor of the Trinity Lutheran Church in Manhattan , falls in the “or both” category.  I first “met” Heidi several years ago in a book she wrote entitled Breathing Space.  The book chronicles her twenty years as the pastor of the Transfiguration Lutheran Church in the most desperate, crime-riddled, hardscrabble part of the South Bronx, New York.  She is, in my estimation, one of the finest urban ministers working today.  

While she was still at the Transfiguration Church , Heidi Neumark befriended a woman named Andrena Ingram.*  Andrena is HIV-positive.  When Andrena received her diagnosis, she was devastated and said that she felt ugly and like damaged goods.  She expected that people would ostracize and isolate her.  She recalled a woman in her neighborhood named Cheryl who had been rumored to have AIDS and Andrena herself admitted to looking down on her and making judgments about her character.   Now, Andrena thought, I am that woman.  

Because so many people in her community were getting sick and dying from the disease, Andrena feared the same for herself.  She fell into a “slough of despond” and sensed herself sinking into a black hole from which she did not think she could emerge.  Andrena enrolled her youngest son in Transfiguration’s summer program so that she could be miserable all day without her son having to watch her in that condition.  

It was during this time that Andrena met Heidi Neumark.  Heidi invited Andrena to bring her son to Sunday School.  “I didn’t think God loved me because I had been away from God for so long,” Andrena said.  “I feared being looked at by others and being judged by them.  But I went.  I took my son to Sunday School and started attending church.  None of the stuff happened that I thought would happen.  No one looked at me funny.  Nobody moved away from me in the pew.  Everyone hugged me.  And I heard that Jesus loved me.”  

Andrena said that a particular story from the gospel according to Luke that she heard one day in worship changed her life.  In the story, “there appeared a woman with a spirit that had crippled her for eighteen years.  She was bent over and unable to stand up straight.  When Jesus saw her, he called her over and said, ‘Woman, you are set free from your ailment.’  When he laid his hands on her, immediately she stood up straight and began praising God.”  “That was a story about me,” Andrena said.  

Heidi subsequently invited Andrena to read the scripture lessons in worship and to teach in the Sunday School.  Whenever Andrena said she could not do something, Heidi assured her that she could.  Andrena said that when Jesus announced to the woman in the story, “You are set free from your ailment…” it was as if he was saying it to her.  It was not her physical ailment that had Andrena bent over, she said, but an emotional ailment, a spiritual sickness.  “Slowly I began to look at myself and having the virus differently,” she said.  She realized that the story of Jesus affirmed the love of God for her in whatever condition she found herself.  Hope was raised from the dead in Andrena’s life or, perhaps more accurately, hope raised Andrena from the dead. Eventually Heidi encouraged Andrena to go to seminary and, while at first Andrena was hesitant, Heidi kept after her and Andrena enrolled in the Lutheran Seminary at Philadelphia .  

Why am I telling you this story? To get to this point:  Addressing her seminary community one day in chapel, Andrena said, “If one member of the body of Christ has HIV and AIDS, then the whole body has HIV and AIDS.”  Remarked one member of that community who heard her, “Andrena gave me a whole new way of thinking about the body of Christ.”  

What I want to suggest this morning is that the body of Christ that Christians sometimes have regarded as being synonymous with the church is much bigger than that.  The body of Christ includes everyone and Jesus is related to it not as a litmus test or as a gatekeeper but as an icon of God.  What we see in this icon, what we see as we meditate the life of the one we call Jesus Christ, is that religion is not meant to be a belief structure that creates insiders and outsiders, saved and unsaved, clean and unclean but a wrecking ball that smashes every distinction we try to make to set ourselves over, above, against, or apart from others.  “The church,” our Presbyterian Book of Order says, “is to be a provisional demonstration of what God intends for all humanity.”  The church in its proclamation and actions and behavior is also, like Jesus, to be an icon of God, a high calling indeed.  But the body of Christ is as wide as the world and includes people of every religion and no religion.  Jesus made visible in his life the Christ of God not in order to found a new religion, but for the sake of the world, for love’s sake.  And we are to do no less in our lives.

How else can we read the gospel?  When those whom society accounts as least among us are being cared for, Jesus said, then the whole body is being cared for.  And when they are not being cared for, then the whole body is being neglected, abused, despoiled.  So, for instance, if the people of Darfur are experiencing genocide, and they are, it is not just someone else’s problem somewhere else.  We are one body.  Andrena Ingram again: “If one member of the body of Christ has HIV and AIDS, then the whole body has HIV and AIDS.”  The hallmark of the body of Christ is not dispassion but compassion.  

Jesus was clear that his ministry was not limited to those who are a part of a synagogue or a church.  The Spirit of the Lord is upon me,” Jesus proclaimed at the beginning of his public ministry, “because that Spirit has anointed me to bring good news to the poor.  The Spirit of the Lord has sent me to proclaim release to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to let the oppressed go free…” whoever they are.  

One of the ways of bringing good news to the poor, proclaiming release to captives, and helping oppressed people find freedom is by identifying ourselves with them.  I love the apparently apocryphal but nevertheless stirring story coming out of Denmark during the years of World War II when, in response to Jews being ordered by the Nazis to wear yellow stars to distinguish themselves as such, every Dane decided to wear a yellow star.  

I remember how moved I was as a young boy when on television I saw President Kennedy standing before and with the embattled citizens of West Berlin after East Germany had built its infamous Wall to partition off the city, declaring his and our solidarity, saying, “Ich bin ein Berliner!”  

In the last decade or so, religious groups and peacemaking organizations in the United States, including the Presbyterian Church, have developed “ministries of accompaniment” in which members of our churches travel to other countries to accompany people whose work on behalf of human rights and the bettering of their peoples’ lives have made them mortal targets of their governments who do not want the present arrangement of things disturbed.  The theory is that the privileged status of Americans offer the people they accompany a cloak of security because their governments do not want to hazard a confrontation with ours if harm were to befall one of our citizens.  

A couple of weeks ago I introduced you to a theologian from Syracuse University named John Caputo whose writing is short-circuiting some of my theological wiring.  Good, because just as the wiring in our homes needs from time to time to be updated, so does our spiritual wiring.  You might remember if you were here that Caputo suggests we stop thinking of God as an all-powerful, all-knowing sovereign Being who runs the world and intervenes in earthly affairs.  Rather, Caputo suggested, we take the name of God as a call and not a causality.  In other words, God is not sitting in a celestial throne room somewhere “causing” specific things to happen, or not.  God is not a “super power” bending the course of history irrespective of our involvement in it.  Rather, God is the call within every event and every experience in life to live justly, compassionately, lovingly, courageously, generously, mercifully, hospitably, sacrificially, gratefully.  Here is a little more from Caputo and now I quote him directly:  

“…the transcendence of ‘God’ does not mean (as is often supposed) that God towers above being as a hyper-(or a super)being.  Rather, God pitches God’s tent among beings by identifying with everything the world casts out and leaves behind.  Indeed, rather than speaking of God’s transcendence at all, it might be better to speak of God’s in-scendence or ‘insistence’ in the world.  The essence of God’s transcendence lies in God’s insistence.  In God, essence and insistence are the same.  By this I mean that God withdraws from the world’s order of presence, prestige, and sovereignty in order to settle into those pockets of protest and contradiction to the world.  God belongs to the air, to the call, to the spirit that inspires and aspires, that breathes justice.  God settles into the recesses formed in the world by the little ones, the nothings and nobodies of the world, what Paul in First Corinthians calls ‘ta me onta.’  I am trying to displace thinking about God as the highest and best thing that is there by starting to think that God is the call that provokes what is there, the specter that haunts what is there, the spirit that breathes over what is there.”       (Caputo, The Weakness of God: A Theology of the Event, p. 45.)  

That resonates with me so much.  Rather than picturing God as a cosmic wizard standing behind a curtain madly directing the affairs of humanity (and, I might say, doing a pretty poor job of it); rather than picturing God as a celestial judge weighing the evidence of our lives before doling out reward or punishment, imagine God as the call in every event and decision of our lives, provoking, inviting us to do what is good: to do justice, to love mercy, to walk humbly.  Rereading the gospels in light of Caputo, I am convinced that Jesus experienced God not as some ponderous deity needing to be satisfied or else, but as the spirit that inspires and aspires, as a call to do in every situation, event, or circumstance of life what love requires.  And so he says, “The Spirit of the Lord is upon me because that Spirit has anointed me to bring good news to the poor.  The Spirit of the Lord has sent me to proclaim release to the captives and recovery of sight to the blind, to let the oppressed go free.”          

When the church has gone wrong across the years is when it has tried to set itself up to be a strong power in the world.  It wants to sit at the tables of power brokers, it wants its share of the pie of prosperity, it wants political influence and moral authority, it wants to be the arbiter of who is right and who is wrong, who is up and who is down, who is inside and who is outside and it has done almost anything in order to get these things.  This church fashions itself after its image of a God who is strong and powerful, invincible and in charge.  This church seeks mostly to serve itself and to increase its stature.  

But the gospels, through the icon of Jesus, give an image of God and thus also of the church that gathers in God’s name, whose strength, in St. Paul’s words, is made perfect in the weakness and vulnerability of love whose symbol is a cross.  

Andrena Ingram was untouched by the church that seeks to be strong.  But she was utterly transformed by the church that heard the call of God telling it that if even one member of Christ’s body has HIV or AIDS, we all do, and so took her in and loved her and helped to set her free.  

I am so grateful that this congregation presses on toward the second way of being church.  

Amen.  

*My reference source for the story about Andrena Ingram is the online edition (December, 2006) of The Lutheran, a publication of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America .  I was linked to that site when doing a periodic “check up” on Heidi Neumark whose ministry I much respect.

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